The past three weeks have been unbelievably beautiful with friends, encouragement, laughs, and my birthday, yet now that everyone is kind of disappearing and the birthday is over, I seem to be more alone than ever. I don’t feel comfort from where those people were and where they left such a lasting impression on my heart, I just feel lonely! And it sucks! I just don’t want to be in a rut… I love to laugh and be on these life highs where nothing can get me down. That’s my personality! 

Friends are great and I wouldn’t take anything for mine, but I become very dependent on them and when they’re gone I end up going…. wait where is the progress I made before they got here?! I used to be good at the single life… the entertaining myself in a completely vacant apartment, the “dinner for one” meals, what nights to watch what… all that jazz. But I’ve lost my routine, among many other things and that makes me crazy sad! I don’t doubt that it’s all going to be fine but right now I just want company. God is doing a great job at keeping me comforted and peaceful during this bazaar time but for some reason I just felt the need to let out the reality of the situation. 

: ) that’s all!

I am now apart of the blogging community. She seems to think that blogging will help me release some of my, oh how do I put it… inner frustrations, joys, randomness and all together awesomeness. : ) I will probably get on a lot people’s nerves with the things that I feel led to write to blog about, but Jesus loves me anyway, so HEY! 

I’m going to the living room tonight and I’M STOKED! And I got a new small group yesterday! STINKING AWESOME! 

Okay, I have nothing else to say, I’ll start my deep blogs later!